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Hi everyone.

Posted 08-12-2015 at 04:24 AM by C&HBrownsugar
I'm sorry I can't be here more often. I been staying down near my house and I have basic necessities there. Internet is not one of them.

I found a part time job helping my uncle with house chores. Cleaning, laundry and cooking a meal for him every day. I still hang with him and take him shopping or to appointments as necessary.

I am still looking for a full time position and there is a job fair tomorrow that I will be attending. So I'm looking forward to that.

Which is why I can't spend more time on here. lol I miss you all, and only got to read and respond to a few posts.

I'm actually better. My ex got out a few weeks ago and has not shown up anywhere near me. So I'm relieved. I seen he had a new girlfriend and lives in Enid, Oklahoma. So, I'm glad that things have come to an end.

I have become friends with Paul. And have decided to start dating again, just not sure what I am looking for. So yes, I am single, but keeping my options open and not trying to rush into things. Me and Paul talk from time to time and see each other and it becomes this intense turmoil with him backing off and being confused about his feelings for me. And I let him. He has to figure it out for himself. It gets a little less painful each time and I think when he can separate his feelings of lust from love then we will be able to be really good friends. Or maybe not. Maybe it's just wishful thinking on my part.

I have met someone else and we talk from time to time on the phone. He wants to move in. hahahaha. Yeah, not ready for that. I would like to go on a date and spend time with him like I did with Paul. Get to know him. See how he interacts with the females in his family. Does he take care of his kids? How ceremonial is he? Is religion a major factor in his life? You know things I care about. Family, Religion. The tenants of our beings. There is not one with out the other.

Geez it took me 6 months to agree to meet Paul's mom and his children. And then 3 weeks of living together to ruin it. hahahaha. So yeah, I need to lay the law down now, before my mushy heart gives in.

I have to go, it's late and I'm only getting 4 hours of sleep before I have to be up and spending time with my nephews before they leave to boarding school.

If you like you can always look me up on facebook. I'm under Annette Youngbird. Inbox me if you do and tell me your name so I know who you are.

Thanks a bunch. Love you guys and gals.

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