[Siobhanni]

I just realized, I am not sure what is Worse!...."The Creepy Thick Fog Outside" or "My Sleeping So Called Protector..Being My Faithfull Dog Snoring His Head Off Soooo Loud, That I Think My Windows Will Rattle With The Vibrations Soon"? hahahahahahaha.

[renia58]

realized that soon Christmas and I have no idea for gifts

[xTekno]

Originally Posted by jeanniebee

I just realized, I am not sure what is Worse!...."The Creepy Thick Fog Outside" or "My Sleeping So Called Protector..Being My Faithfull Dog Snoring His Head Off Soooo Loud, That I Think My Windows Will Rattle With The Vibrations Soon"? hahahahahahaha.

i just realized that @jeanniebee's dog can give her good excitations:

I, I love the colorful clothes she wears
And the way the sunlight plays upon her hair
I hear the sound of a gentle word
On the wind that lifts her perfume through the air

Im pickin up good vibrations
Shes giving me excitations
Im pickin up good vibrations
(oom bop bop good vibrations)
Shes giving me excitations
(oom bop bop excitations)
Good good good good vibrations
(oom bop bop)
Shes giving me excitations
(oom bop bop excitations)
Good good good good vibrations
(oom bop bop)
Shes giving me excitations
(oom bop bop excitations)

Close my eyes
Shes somehow closer now
Softly smile, I know she must be kind
When I look in her eyes
She goes with me to a blossom world

Im pickin up good vibrations
Shes giving me excitations
Im pickin up good vibrations
(oom bop bop good vibrations)
Shes giving me excitations
(oom bop bop excitations)
Good good good good vibrations
(oom bop bop)
Shes giving me excitations
(oom bop bop excitations)
Good good good good vibrations
(oom bop bop)
Shes giving me excitations
(oom bop bop excitations)

(ahhhhhhh)
(ah my my what elation)
I don't know where but she sends me there
(ah my my what a sensation)
(ah my my what elations)
(ah my my what)

Gotta keep those lovin good vibrations
A happenin with her
Gotta keep those lovin good vibrations
A happenin with her
Gotta keep those lovin good vibrations
A happenin

Ahhhhhhhh
Good good good good vibrations
(oom bop bop)
(Im pickin up good vibrations)
Shes giving me excitations
(oom bop bop)
(excitations)
Good good good good vibrations
(oom bop bop)
Shes na na...

Na na na na na
Na na na
Na na na na na
Na na na
Do do do do do
Do do do
Do do do do do
Do do do

[xTekno]

Originally Posted by renia58

realized that soon Christmas and I have no idea for gifts

i just realized taht @renia58 could be the gift for all:

Winter snow is falling down
Children laughing all around
Lights are turning on
Like a fairy tale come true
Sitting by the fire we made
You're the answer when I prayed
I would find someone
And baby I found you
All I want is to hold you forever
All I need is you more every day
You saved my heart
From being broken apart
You gave your love away
And I'm thankful every day
For the gift
Watching as you softly sleep
What I'd give if I could keep
Just this moment
If only time stood still
But the colors fade away
And the years will make us grey
But baby in my eyes
You'll still be beautiful
All I want is to hold you forever
All I need is you more every day
You saved my heart
From being broken apart
You gave your love away
And I'm thankful every day
For the gift
(Instrumental)
All I want is to hold you forever
All I need is you more every day
You saved my heart
From being broken apart
You gave your love away
I can't find the words to say
That I'm thankful every day
For the gift

[xTekno]

Originally Posted by jeanniebee

I just realized when I looked outside to let my faithful dog out into the garden that Eeeek its Thick Fog!!! I do not like the fog as it gives me the creeps and still scares me now even though I have grown up. I use to as a small child have terrible nightmares of me running through A Forests Thick With Heavy Fog, barefeet, running as fast as my little legs could carry me. I use to jump over logs, swerve and dodge my way through the giant trees, as my heart use to thump and bang in my chest beating sooo fast as I was being chased by something really big. I could literally hear its heavy footsteps and heavy breathing behind me. And I would make the mistake of quickly looking over my shoulder, even though I was sooo scared and all I ever saw was Huge Big Orange Like Fire Almond Shaped Eyes high up, but I never saw its body. Just as I would see the Huge Almond Shaped Eyes, The music and singing would start and I would snap my head back around quickly and run towards the music and singing as quickly as I could no longer looking back. But then I could feel it getting closer as I would almost feel the hot breath nearing me, and then I would wake up shouting out in my bed. My Fathee would come running into my room and stay with me until I feel back to sleep gently humming a tune that use to send me back to sleep feeling safe. It got so bad the Nightmare which was always the same, my Fathee use to make me a special herbal sort of tea drink before I went to bed to help me sleep and eventually they just stopped. Eventually I asked my Fathee one day about those Nightmares and the strange herbal sort of tea, as I use to still dream all the time, but thankfully no more Nightmares of those Orange Almond Shaped Fire Eyes in The Thick Fogg, just my wondetful animal dreams and dancing with shadow dreams. But off course he would not speak of them. Its strange now that I am sitting here thinking of this memory triggered by the really creepy thick fog outside and to be honest scarey too as I am sitting here now snuggled up to my faithfull protector my big strong dog even though he is now Snoring His Head Off rofl.

i just realized taht someone has gone bad in @jeanniebee's house:

There's a little child
Running round this house
And he never leaves
He will never leave
And the fog comes up from the sewers
And glows in the dark

Baby alligators in the sewers grow up fast
Grow up fast
Anything you want it can be done now
How did you go bad?
Did you go bad?
Did you go bad?
Somethings will never wash away
Did you go bad?
Did you go bad?

[Siobhanni]

I just realized that, we have had the creepy fog outside all day. But thankfully its a lot thinner so its more like a light mist which is better thank Thick Creepy Fog..I am such A Big Baby Sometimes LOL.

[Siobhanni]

I just realizd @renia58 that here maybe some ideas for you that I buy for people at Christmas. Perfumes, Aftershave, CD's, BLue Ray Dvd's and Dvd's, TV Boxsets, Movies etc...Jewellery, Clothing Shop Gift Vouchers, Slippers, Pampering Body Gift Sets..Lovely Scented Fancy Candles, Electic Shaver, Electric Toothbrush, Massage Gift Sets, Big Fancy Boxes Of Chocolates, etc etc ..Hope this may give you a few ideas as it is hard guessing what people want Lol. If all else fails and I get Stuck for a gift for somebody I end up putting Money in a Nice Christmas Card for them so they can Buy what they want and use it for The January Sales Rofl.

[Siobhanni]

I just realized that I am In Lovzzzzz with Two particular songs that I am now listening too and Swaying Around as I Was Cooking Rofl..They are "Hold On" by Drake.. and "So Good To Me" by Chris Malinchak"..lovzz the words...Well I have gone from a Big Baby Mood to a Romantic Mood by the sounds of things, hahahahahaha.

[xTekno]

Originally Posted by jeanniebee

I just realizd @renia58 that here maybe some ideas for you that I buy for people at Christmas. Perfumes, Aftershave, CD's, BLue Ray Dvd's and Dvd's, TV Boxsets, Movies etc...Jewellery, Clothing Shop Gift Vouchers, Slippers, Pampering Body Gift Sets..Lovely Scented Fancy Candles, Electic Shaver, Electric Toothbrush, Massage Gift Sets, Big Fancy Boxes Of Chocolates, etc etc ..Hope this may give you a few ideas as it is hard guessing what people want Lol. If all else fails and I get Stuck for a gift for somebody I end up putting Money in a Nice Christmas Card for them so they can Buy what they want and use it for The January Sales Rofl.

i just realized that i've been buying the wrong items to give as gifts!! now, i have to do something with the porcupine roach, buffalo bone breastplate, hand-carved dance sticks, hand-made beaded mocassins, elk hide shield, and such (1,500 count egyptian cotton sheets, goose down comforters)!

[Siobhanni]

I just realized @Ta'neeszahnii Techno hahahahahaha you really make me laugh, And NO, you have not been buying the wrong items, as I am sure whatever your gifts are, they are a great present and gift to receive. Even better if you make things yourself? I would love to be able to do that if you do make things yourself? I am good with my hands being Pottery and Clay and have made some small figures and bowls and vases etc but I made them for my Beloved Parents and since they passed sadly, I have not been able to bring myself to face my Potters Wheel. Maybe one day I will, but that day is not yet. So if you do indeed make gifts yourself they are a personal gifts made from a true craft and from the heart, and a personal thing I think and feel, but even if you do not make them yourself, they are still wonderful gifts. I do not buy everything I listed lol. I was just babbling off some ideas for christmas presents. Ooooops forgot to say I luvz Egyptian Cotton Sheets, I buy them over here a lot, and the Comforter sonds Amazing, Have not seen them here and now I am going to make sure I ask at the shop where I get my sheets from lol, maybe I will treat myself to one as a Christmas Present LOL. Thanks for the Idea.

[Siobhanni]

I just realized, that all this Talk of Christmas Presents made me finish off my Romantic mood with my last and to be honest my fav of my Romantic songs as I think the words are truly beautiful sung by two people as a duet which is "Beaneath Your Beautiful" by Labrinth feat and Emeli Sande. It truly is a beautiful song I think. Right!! enough of my Romatic Songs lol and back to Reality being Wrapping some Christmas Presents, while listening to Christmas music to get me in the Christmas Mood LOL.

[xTekno]

Originally Posted by jeanniebee

I just realized, that all this Talk of Christmas Presents made me finish off my Romantic mood with my last and to be honest my fav of my Romantic songs as I think the words are truly beautiful sung by two people as a duet which is "Beaneath Your Beautiful" by Labrinth feat and Emeli Sande. It truly is a beautiful song I think. Right!! enough of my Romatic Songs lol and back to Reality being Wrapping some Christmas Presents, while listening to Christmas music to get me in the Christmas Mood LOL.

i jsut realized that this is the song that @jeanniebee is missing:

Grandma got run over by a reindeer
Walking home from our house Christmas eve
You can say there's no such thing as Santa
But as for me and Grandpa, we believe

She'd been drinkin' too much egg nog
And we'd begged her not to go
But she'd left her medication
So she stumbled out the door into the snow

When they found her Christmas mornin'
At the scene of the attack
There were hoof prints on her forehead
And incriminatin' Claus marks on her back

Grandma got run over by a reindeer
Walkin' home from our house Christmas eve
You can say there's no such thing as Santa
But as for me and Grandpa, we believe

Now were all so proud of Grandpa
He's been takin' this so well
See him in there watchin' football
Drinkin' beer and playin' cards with cousin Belle

It's not Christmas without Grandma
All the family's dressed in black
And we just can't help but wonder
Should we open up her gifts or send them back?

Grandma got run over by a reindeer
Walkin' home from our house Christmas eve
You can say there's no such thing as Santa
But as for me and Grandpa, we believe

Now the goose is on the table
And the pudding made of pig
And a blue and silver candle
That would just have matched the hair in Grandma's wig

I've warned all my friends and neighbors
Better watch out for yourselves
They should never give a license
To a man who drives a sleigh and plays with elves

Grandma got run over by a reindeer
Walkin' home from our house, Christmas eve
You can say there's no such thing as Santa
But as for me and Grandpa, we believe!

[Siobhanni]

I just realized @Ta'neeszahnii Techno that you gotta stop making me laugh Rofl..As I am trying to be serious here wrapping xmas presents up and I am getting the Cellotape stuck everywhere and Loosing the Tape and My pen under the Rolls of wrapping paper hahahahaha. I just had a break from wrapping and now I am laughing my head off again lol.

[Siobhanni]

I just realized I am going to put back on Labrinth and Emeli Sande again and a few Calmer Songs to calm my laughing and hypo mood down and maybe that will stop me loosing my flipping pen all the time and my Christmas Tags now have decided to join in the missing party

[Spiritflight]

I just realized what a comfortably numb state of beingness it is, when losing once again everything you had put your heart on, the last cent I spent at a Notebook some time not so long ago, now it had a major crash and nothing can be saved, my music creations all gone, that mixing program all destroyed and can't afford to buy a new one as it was given to me once and it became my major thing in life, creating music as everything else I still could do is not what I would enjoy as it seems kinda boring to me. Well, it meant the world to me to have this Notebook and the program and to make people happy when I noticed some enjoy my sound mixes. Now I am using an outdated not properly working pc which is as slow as a snail and won't even let me hear music online anymore nor watch any videos. If my notebook gets repaired which I only can afford because it still has got guarantee on it, my music software and important papers still be gone, photos, everything and I would have made backup, but I didn't have any disks to do so. Windows got completely shot to pieces, won't start anymore. So am I lucky or not, that I at least can get online with this old pc? It will let me wait minutes sometimes before even forwarding any messages. Oh well... losing everything that had a meaning gives room for something new, but what for, after a while I'll lose it again anyway, that's life.

[Siobhanni]

I just realzed @Spiritflight, Awwwww If I could be with you right now I truly would, to try to make you feel better and let you know that you are not alone, that there are people who care and are sad to hear what has happened and how you feel right now. I know from your posts that your music is everything to you, and you loved that your mix ups and music made people happy and feel enjoyment, so to have lost so much and not be able to do that right now is very hard for you. I can understand this as Dance to me means the same, so not to be able to dance would make me feel this way too. As your music fills your soul and dance fills my loneliness and spirit. But as you say you are going to get it fixed, so that is good news, yes you have lost a lot you cannot get back, but you can replace them with new ones even though they were sadly your memories, but as I said you can make new memories, and who knows they maybe even better. And even though you feel like you loose everythingthing life as you say "Thats Life" it may not always be that way. Please do not let loss make you feel like you have to give up on anything good, yes..we all get hurt..we all loose things in life..which leave us feeling open, vulnerable and lonely and hurt, but you have to move forward..one step at a time, one day at a time and so on..you cannot give up just because to expect it to be taken away again..Even though its hard..put your feelings into something you love like your music..let yourself feel free and compose and put into your music what you feel..the hurt..the loss..the loneliness..as you cannot hold that in as it will drag you down and get worse. We sometimes have our choices and dreams taken away from us in life..but it is upto us..to fight for them back. I know you do not feel like fighting for anything right now..so surround yourself in what you love, your music..even if its just listening to it until you can make your own again soon. Let it be your little blanket, to wrap around you to keep you feeling warm and safe inside yourself..Just do not give up..as I said there are people who do care for you,and want to see you feeling happy and making music again. I would love to see you happy and listen to your music and not see and hear your feeling so sad. So I am sending you Vertual Snuggles, and Cuddles and Mahoosive Big Huggs to help you on your way. If I could I would come dancing through your door, grab your hand and pull you to your feet for you to dance with me..until all your hurt abd sadness is "Danced Away" hahahahahahahaha I bet hearing that made you smile a little and laugh a little (((Huggs)))

[Siobhanni]

I just realized, that..believe ir not I have only just realized how to use the little cute faces and things that you can put on your posts. I luvzz them lol. See told ya I was a "Big Kid" so you can expext to see more of them in my posts but not too many I like the one where the little face had Angel Wings..but boo hoo have not got that one, so I will settle for a instead hahahahahaha.

[Siobhanni]

I just realized, Even though I enjoyed and Loved helping the Christmas School Plays for the Little One's, I am glad the last one was this morning. I have just spent ages in the bath scrubbing and soaking myself as I had to dress up as an Angel with Wings with the Little One's, So I had body glitter on my arms, glitter and crystals in my long hair, white coloured eye mascara ect. So washing it all of has been hard work lol. But it was worth it all to see how happy they were. And off course my little new friend would Not Accept that I was an Angel as to her I was a Real Fairy as she said a few months ago when I first met her when I helped at a School Trip, end she even told her parents today who said she has not stopped saying she met a Real Fairy lol. She said to her daddy today Ssshhh she has to pretend she is an Angel because Fairies Are Secret lol how funny and cute is that. I was extra happy aswell today as the children with Hearing Problems and Myself Signed Twinkle Twinkle Little Star for their parents as A Surprise for them and I do not think there was "A Dry Face" in the Hall after our special presentation. So Yes, Today was a Good Day.

[Spiritflight]

Originally Posted by jeanniebee

I just realzed @Spiritflight, Awwwww If I could be with you right now I truly would, to try to make you feel better and let you know that you are not alone, that there are people who care and are sad to hear what has happened and how you feel right now. I know from your posts that your music is everything to you, and you loved that your mix ups and music made people happy and feel enjoyment, so to have lost so much and not be able to do that right now is very hard for you. I can understand this as Dance to me means the same, so not to be able to dance would make me feel this way too. As your music fills your soul and dance fills my loneliness and spirit. But as you say you are going to get it fixed, so that is good news, yes you have lost a lot you cannot get back, but you can replace them with new ones even though they were sadly your memories, but as I said you can make new memories, and who knows they maybe even better. And even though you feel like you loose everythingthing life as you say "Thats Life" it may not always be that way. Please do not let loss make you feel like you have to give up on anything good, yes..we all get hurt..we all loose things in life..which leave us feeling open, vulnerable and lonely and hurt, but you have to move forward..one step at a time, one day at a time and so on..you cannot give up just because to expect it to be taken away again..Even though its hard..put your feelings into something you love like your music..let yourself feel free and compose and put into your music what you feel..the hurt..the loss..the loneliness..as you cannot hold that in as it will drag you down and get worse. We sometimes have our choices and dreams taken away from us in life..but it is upto us..to fight for them back. I know you do not feel like fighting for anything right now..so surround yourself in what you love, your music..even if its just listening to it until you can make your own again soon. Let it be your little blanket, to wrap around you to keep you feeling warm and safe inside yourself..Just do not give up..as I said there are people who do care for you,and want to see you feeling happy and making music again. I would love to see you happy and listen to your music and not see and hear your feeling so sad. So I am sending you Vertual Snuggles, and Cuddles and Mahoosive Big Huggs to help you on your way. If I could I would come dancing through your door, grab your hand and pull you to your feet for you to dance with me..until all your hurt abd sadness is "Danced Away" hahahahahahahaha I bet hearing that made you smile a little and laugh a little (((Huggs)))

Thanks for your effort trying to cheer me up.

[xTekno]

i just realized that i am almost out of Tim Horton's coffee!