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I'm assuming that bloggin' is like diary entries. with comments, eh? I used to blog on Yahoo. And I used to read a blog from the guy in the picture....and make comments. So I think I'm ready to start now. LOL

I really don't have a category, I'm just here to take up space....LOL

Yanno what the wierd thing is, I haven't been to a powwow this whole year. I usually make at least 3 and then some benefit dances, but I haven't done that either. Hmmmm.

Yanno whats also wierd? I keep having this dream about ribbon work, and fringing shawls...LOL I guess it's been on my mind. I have a few shawls and alot of fringe and I haven't completed them yet. They are just sitting on the ironing board, waiting for me to find time to sit down and finish them.

What I have accomplished this year is filling all the picture frames with pictures. LOL I have 15 pictures in frames on my mantel, above the fire place, all of em are filled with pictures of my gedunks (kids) and my sistahs kids. I also have about 15 more on top of the television stand.

Oh that and alpahbetizing all of my vhs tapes and dvd's. LOL I think when I clean my room this weekend I'm gonna seperate my clothes by summer and winter and then by color.

I know I'm sounding a little disjointed....LOL I actually took some cough medicine this morning and came to work, and now I'm feeling all funny....and not funny haha, but kinda frazzled. LOL I'm sorry I usually can't take medicine, it makes me either really sleepy or I pass out from it, or I get really loopy. Like a drunk loopy with no beer. But I've had this hacking cough for a week now, and my chest hurts, my throat is sore and I need to work this week. I'm doing open enrollment for vision care for tribal employees....so IF you work for the C&A's, please forgive my loopyness....LOL

I'll be back later, I gotta do some data entry work and a little bit of filing.

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The next day

Posted 09-14-2012 at 04:56 PM by Chevy_truckin_NDN
HMMMM....Yeah yesterday was real painful for me. I still went to the baby shower for my niece. It was the most awkward thing I have done in awhile. But I kept telling myself, these beotches are not going to bring me down. I wanted to go anyway. But I left after I ate, I wasn't trying to martyr myself, I just wanted to see the baby and eat some meatpies. If my familia wants to ostracize me, then so be it, but I'm gonna go on and keep living. Nothing is gonna hold me down.

Of course I say that after crying all the way to the casino. I musta looked a site coming in to order a beer and play for awhile with red eyes, sniffling around. But at that point, if a total stranger would have been nice to me, I would have lost it...That's the good thing about a crowded casino, people ignore you if they don't know you. And that's all I wanted was to be around people that didn't give a flip, that weren't sending out bad vibes.

And now life goes on again, like nothing has happened. That's how it is though, don't you agree? A little bump in the road, and then it evens out.

All I know is family events....never again. Nothing will get me near them again.
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I just found your blog. I love your writing! I have seen some of your poems. You really should keep writing. It's very expressive.
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U open eyes that are blind.
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