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I'm assuming that bloggin' is like diary entries. with comments, eh? I used to blog on Yahoo. And I used to read a blog from the guy in the picture....and make comments. So I think I'm ready to start now. LOL

I really don't have a category, I'm just here to take up space....LOL

Yanno what the wierd thing is, I haven't been to a powwow this whole year. I usually make at least 3 and then some benefit dances, but I haven't done that either. Hmmmm.

Yanno whats also wierd? I keep having this dream about ribbon work, and fringing shawls...LOL I guess it's been on my mind. I have a few shawls and alot of fringe and I haven't completed them yet. They are just sitting on the ironing board, waiting for me to find time to sit down and finish them.

What I have accomplished this year is filling all the picture frames with pictures. LOL I have 15 pictures in frames on my mantel, above the fire place, all of em are filled with pictures of my gedunks (kids) and my sistahs kids. I also have about 15 more on top of the television stand.

Oh that and alpahbetizing all of my vhs tapes and dvd's. LOL I think when I clean my room this weekend I'm gonna seperate my clothes by summer and winter and then by color.

I know I'm sounding a little disjointed....LOL I actually took some cough medicine this morning and came to work, and now I'm feeling all funny....and not funny haha, but kinda frazzled. LOL I'm sorry I usually can't take medicine, it makes me either really sleepy or I pass out from it, or I get really loopy. Like a drunk loopy with no beer. But I've had this hacking cough for a week now, and my chest hurts, my throat is sore and I need to work this week. I'm doing open enrollment for vision care for tribal employees....so IF you work for the C&A's, please forgive my loopyness....LOL

I'll be back later, I gotta do some data entry work and a little bit of filing.

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Time Flies and then you are home again.

Posted 02-07-2012 at 01:11 PM by Chevy_truckin_NDN
It's almost lunch time and I thought, a few words won't hurt you or me, so here I am, once again. I wonder if I sound to gushy when it comes to me and Henry. I can't help it though when I'm here. I think about him from time to time and there are sounds, voices, music, pictures, words, expressions that remind me of him. I miss him alot. I'm proud of him, and worried at the same time.

We were married in December 2008. We had only known each other for about 3 months. He is older than me, just a few years, but the experience he has in the world, far surpasses my experience.

I sit here today and am happy, happier than I have ever been. I try to stay positive and surround myself with positive people and memories. I have some bad habits and I am trying to rid myself of them. It's taking longer than I expected.

I'm proud of Henry because he has taken another step toward sobriety. He longs for being able to be sober and stay sober to enjoy his life with me and his kids and grandkids. He reminds me everyday that sobriety is not something you can accomplish overnight, not something you can plan on a week ahead of time, but something you have to work at each day.

I have struggled with Sobriety for a long time. I don't know if I can do it, and then this weekend, he said not to worry about it, not to worry about the future but to worry about today. You only have to worry about today. And it's a mind blowing concept to just worry about today, the here and now.

So it's lunch time now and I want to finish a few chapters before I have to get back to work. :) Before you know it, I'll be home again...
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A lot of us struggle with sobriety. Me too. I really find reading your blog very uplifting. You are a stellar writer.
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A home is a place where your is.
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