Born 10/18/44 death 10/18/12
Its been a year since my father passed away. My mother and I will slowly cope of with the lost of him. He did so much for us. I feel so bad for my daughter because that's the only father she knew. We all loved him. He encouraged me a lot with all the experiences i went through my life. Its hard when you lose a parent, especially a father. He is hugest part of my life. He gave me advice on the beadwork i did and what i was missing in the beadwork. As i start beading again. It feels different. I don't feel the same as i was before. I couldn't even attend 2013 black hills pow wow. All summer i attend to any at all. With that lead to a lot of anger i have towards my dad's brother and sister. I don't acknowledge them anymore as family. I guess when i am ready i will talk to them. But until then i will stay away from them and their families. And a lady claiming to be my half sister. idk its all messed up with her anyways. i don't acknowledge her in my world cuz she was never in it in the first place. I just have a lot of anger towards them.
I love you dad, till we meet again. toksa ake!
Its been a year since my father passed away. My mother and I will slowly cope of with the lost of him. He did so much for us. I feel so bad for my daughter because that's the only father she knew. We all loved him. He encouraged me a lot with all the experiences i went through my life. Its hard when you lose a parent, especially a father. He is hugest part of my life. He gave me advice on the beadwork i did and what i was missing in the beadwork. As i start beading again. It feels different. I don't feel the same as i was before. I couldn't even attend 2013 black hills pow wow. All summer i attend to any at all. With that lead to a lot of anger i have towards my dad's brother and sister. I don't acknowledge them anymore as family. I guess when i am ready i will talk to them. But until then i will stay away from them and their families. And a lady claiming to be my half sister. idk its all messed up with her anyways. i don't acknowledge her in my world cuz she was never in it in the first place. I just have a lot of anger towards them.
I love you dad, till we meet again. toksa ake!
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