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Each day I experience a deep reoccurring pain
And wondered if you ever really loved or cared for me
My own life, I now feel was a miserable mistake
On the outside I live with a fake Smile
On the inside I feel I am slowly dying
And have yet to understand the value of life
Knowing I've been forgotten in this cruel world
I cry silently at night and wonder where you are
What did I say or what have I ever done
To make you so angry, that you just walked away
Each salty tear burns deep a memory of the past
Washing away the last of my love for you
Many times I have thought about ending my pain
So you can also feel the deep pain that I feel inside
But I cannot and I continue to endure this anguish
Because who then will endure the greatest pain?
Will it be you or will it be my little sisters?
This thought only intensifies my grief
As I look out into the horizon
To which you had escaped to
I feel like I never knew who you were at all
In my mind you are just a stranger
But, why then do I still cry inside
My heart has so much anger that
If our paths should ever again cross
And you ever decide to speak to me again
Your words will be the sound of empty shells breaking
Your pictures torn into many pieces in anger
Then each tiny piece carefully taped back together
I feel like I can never forgive you
Do you still love us?
Do you still think of us?
Maybe this is just part of my torment
Believing in the inner voices of
My Undying HATE and
My Undying LOVE for YOU
“Please Come Home… DAD”
I promise I will try to forgive you
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And wondered if you ever really loved or cared for me
My own life, I now feel was a miserable mistake
On the outside I live with a fake Smile
On the inside I feel I am slowly dying
And have yet to understand the value of life
Knowing I've been forgotten in this cruel world
I cry silently at night and wonder where you are
What did I say or what have I ever done
To make you so angry, that you just walked away
Each salty tear burns deep a memory of the past
Washing away the last of my love for you
Many times I have thought about ending my pain
So you can also feel the deep pain that I feel inside
But I cannot and I continue to endure this anguish
Because who then will endure the greatest pain?
Will it be you or will it be my little sisters?
This thought only intensifies my grief
As I look out into the horizon
To which you had escaped to
I feel like I never knew who you were at all
In my mind you are just a stranger
But, why then do I still cry inside
My heart has so much anger that
If our paths should ever again cross
And you ever decide to speak to me again
Your words will be the sound of empty shells breaking
Your pictures torn into many pieces in anger
Then each tiny piece carefully taped back together
I feel like I can never forgive you
Do you still love us?
Do you still think of us?
Maybe this is just part of my torment
Believing in the inner voices of
My Undying HATE and
My Undying LOVE for YOU
“Please Come Home… DAD”
I promise I will try to forgive you
[MENTION=216151]Hastings[/MENTION]wm2010
