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    Each day I experience a deep reoccurring pain
    And wondered if you ever really loved or cared for me
    My own life, I now feel was a miserable mistake
    On the outside I live with a fake Smile
    On the inside I feel I am slowly dying
    And have yet to understand the value of life
    Knowing I've been forgotten in this cruel world
    I cry silently at night and wonder where you are
    What did I say or what have I ever done
    To make you so angry, that you just walked away
    Each salty tear burns deep a memory of the past
    Washing away the last of my love for you
    Many times I have thought about ending my pain
    So you can also feel the deep pain that I feel inside
    But I cannot and I continue to endure this anguish
    Because who then will endure the greatest pain?
    Will it be you or will it be my little sisters?
    This thought only intensifies my grief
    As I look out into the horizon
    To which you had escaped to
    I feel like I never knew who you were at all
    In my mind you are just a stranger
    But, why then do I still cry inside
    My heart has so much anger that
    If our paths should ever again cross
    And you ever decide to speak to me again
    Your words will be the sound of empty shells breaking
    Your pictures torn into many pieces in anger
    Then each tiny piece carefully taped back together
    I feel like I can never forgive you
    Do you still love us?
    Do you still think of us?
    Maybe this is just part of my torment
    Believing in the inner voices of
    My Undying HATE and
    My Undying LOVE for YOU
    “Please Come Home… DAD”
    I promise I will try to forgive you
    Last edited by Ndn8tive; 02-15-2019, 02:53 PM.

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