I have a situation that I hope I can resolve. I am asking for some thoughts and help in this matter. I am truly bummed and don't know if I should feel this way and what I should do. *Please bare with me while I explain*
Situation;
I have been working on a new, completely beaded set of beadwork for about 4 years now and I just finished it!! I have not brought it out yet. This N.Tradish set will be my dance clothes for a long time. With all the beadwork I do for others, it will probably be the last set I will be able to make for myself. I wanted this set to be special. My 'ultimate' outfit so-to-speak.
When I first started thinking and talking to people about making a new set, I decided to incorporate a horse pattern of some kind. I was raised around horses and they are a very important part of my life. I must have drawn up a dozen different variations of patterns, none of which I was truly happy with. I was talking to a friend, Lakota artist Tom Haukaas, one day about a Pipe Bag he had beaded. He won several ribbons for it (including one at Indian Market in Santa Fe). This bag was also featured in the book "Contemporary American Indian beadwork" by Jill Alden 1999'. Beaded into his Pipe Bag was a Horse Bust. It and the whole bag is incredibly beautiful.
As I was talking to him about my plans for a new set of beadwork, and complimenting him on his work, he graciously offered his Horse design to me. I was ecstatic and felt very honored at the gift he had just offered to me and my family. THAT WAS IT! THIS WAS GOING TO BE MY HORSE PATTERN! Four years of beading (in-between other jobs) it is finished. I believe the set turned out great, and I am very happy with it. The Haukaas family is also very pleased.
The problem and cause for my frustration and confusion;
Over the last few months, I have seen 3 items listed on eBay with this same "Horse" pattern. I know they had to have taken (stolen) the design from the book where it was featured. This makes me angry that someone would steal another one's pattern. In fact there is a bag listed on eBay by seller "tsrelics" at this time that is a copy of Tom's bag. Linq ---- http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll...tem=3955191084
Now I am angry, frustrated, and confused. This horse pattern was gifted to me and my family. I have spent 4 years beading a complete set of clothes with "My" pattern. Now I am hesitant to wear it for several reasons, and this saddens me to no end. First, the pattern has been stolen and I feel raped! Secondly, I have not worn my new set yet, and what's to prevent others from seeing my outfit and thinking that I did the same thing as others have?!
I don't know how to feel or what to do. I am sure most of you feel as I do in that our Powwow Clothes are our "second skin". They are so much a part of us that they become part of who we are.
Please give me some of your opinions and feedback. I am not feeling too good at this time. I don't know if I should sell the whole set of beadwork and start over, or burn it and start over, or give up dancing all together.... I don't mean to over react, however, this set of clothes took 4 YEARS of blood, sweat, prayers, and excitement to make.
Situation;
I have been working on a new, completely beaded set of beadwork for about 4 years now and I just finished it!! I have not brought it out yet. This N.Tradish set will be my dance clothes for a long time. With all the beadwork I do for others, it will probably be the last set I will be able to make for myself. I wanted this set to be special. My 'ultimate' outfit so-to-speak.
When I first started thinking and talking to people about making a new set, I decided to incorporate a horse pattern of some kind. I was raised around horses and they are a very important part of my life. I must have drawn up a dozen different variations of patterns, none of which I was truly happy with. I was talking to a friend, Lakota artist Tom Haukaas, one day about a Pipe Bag he had beaded. He won several ribbons for it (including one at Indian Market in Santa Fe). This bag was also featured in the book "Contemporary American Indian beadwork" by Jill Alden 1999'. Beaded into his Pipe Bag was a Horse Bust. It and the whole bag is incredibly beautiful.
As I was talking to him about my plans for a new set of beadwork, and complimenting him on his work, he graciously offered his Horse design to me. I was ecstatic and felt very honored at the gift he had just offered to me and my family. THAT WAS IT! THIS WAS GOING TO BE MY HORSE PATTERN! Four years of beading (in-between other jobs) it is finished. I believe the set turned out great, and I am very happy with it. The Haukaas family is also very pleased.
The problem and cause for my frustration and confusion;
Over the last few months, I have seen 3 items listed on eBay with this same "Horse" pattern. I know they had to have taken (stolen) the design from the book where it was featured. This makes me angry that someone would steal another one's pattern. In fact there is a bag listed on eBay by seller "tsrelics" at this time that is a copy of Tom's bag. Linq ---- http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll...tem=3955191084
Now I am angry, frustrated, and confused. This horse pattern was gifted to me and my family. I have spent 4 years beading a complete set of clothes with "My" pattern. Now I am hesitant to wear it for several reasons, and this saddens me to no end. First, the pattern has been stolen and I feel raped! Secondly, I have not worn my new set yet, and what's to prevent others from seeing my outfit and thinking that I did the same thing as others have?!
I don't know how to feel or what to do. I am sure most of you feel as I do in that our Powwow Clothes are our "second skin". They are so much a part of us that they become part of who we are.
Please give me some of your opinions and feedback. I am not feeling too good at this time. I don't know if I should sell the whole set of beadwork and start over, or burn it and start over, or give up dancing all together.... I don't mean to over react, however, this set of clothes took 4 YEARS of blood, sweat, prayers, and excitement to make.
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