Rants and ramblings

[DeusExMachina]

okay, so i know there've been a few others like this. this is a forum for open, freeform expression. don't be scared. let's hear it. any thing you want to express, from dismay at the gas prices to poems about someone's farts. It's all good.
I'll start it off.

Your every touch is like ice, and I don't know whether the intent is sincere or just callous action, like tapping your finger when you're deep in thought.
If I open myself to your hands, will you hurt me? If I don't, will I hurt myself?
Torn between the want of you, and the fear of more agony being scribed into my soul, I hesitate. I tremble with the tension. stretched and pulled like a stay, how long before I break?

[Blackbear]

I'm getting sick and tired of hurting! Everytime i go to try to get my house in order I make it about 15 minutes tops and then I got to sit down cause my lower back seizes up again. It's like work 15 minutes, sit for an hour! I'm not getting anything done it seems like cause as soon as I finish one room, someone is re destroying it while I'm working on the next!!! The desire to clean and organize is there, just not the body! My house is looking like a junk pile cause I can't get all the stuff put away from moving and even though I thrive on clutter, this is ridiculous and it's driving me nuts!

[Sparklebeadz]

Sounds like you need a great big hug Black bear.

[browneyedgirl0628]

[nt_inuk]

I'm getting sick and tired of hurting! Everytime i go to try to get my house in order I make it about 15 minutes tops and then I got to sit down cause my lower back seizes up again. It's like work 15 minutes, sit for an hour! I'm not getting anything done it seems like cause as soon as I finish one room, someone is re destroying it while I'm working on the next!!! The desire to clean and organize is there, just not the body! My house is looking like a junk pile cause I can't get all the stuff put away from moving and even though I thrive on clutter, this is ridiculous and it's driving me nuts!

Bear hugs indeed

[**jdazmum**]

Trying to figure out where to start cleaning my house. When I think about it, it hurts, my brain hurts..........owww. Then my li'l one wants to build a make believe house in my bedroom with all her one hundred dolls. I'll let her, because i feel so guilty when I see her cry.

[wyo_rose]

Cell phones!! UGH!!! Can't live without 'em tho! It's bad enough I average about $450 a month to Verizon for 7 phones (1 of which isn't even used anymore), my newly ex-boyfriend broke mine, and then broke the replacement. Azzhole anyway.

Then I buy one off eBay, paid $20.00 for Express shipping. Finally got here yesterday, it's not a Verizon phone and they only shipped it ground. Here goes another $60 out today to try again.

Now my daughter leaves me a note to buy her a phone off eBay cuz her's is all rubberbanded together. NOT NOW, Sweetie. Please - DON"T EVEN ASK!!!

[**jdazmum**]

Cell phones!! UGH!!! Can't live without 'em tho! It's bad enough I average about $450 a month to Verizon for 7 phones (1 of which isn't even used anymore), my newly ex-boyfriend broke mine, and then broke the replacement. Azzhole anyway.

Then I buy one off eBay, paid $20.00 for Express shipping. Finally got here yesterday, it's not a Verizon phone and they only shipped it ground. Here goes another $60 out today to try again.

Now my daughter leaves me a note to buy her a phone off eBay cuz her's is all rubberbanded together. NOT NOW, Sweetie. Please - DON"T EVEN ASK!!!

OMG!!!! 450 DOLLARS!
That's crazy! I learned my lesson with them. Now I try to save on everything I buy. I don't buy stuff I don't really need. I always go for bargains. But 450 dollars a month, wyo. Imagine what you could buy with all the extra money? I just couldn't do that. I'd tell my husband, you choose? Phone or DVD's. Phone or Xbox. Phone or internet.

[AngelFeather]

OMG!!!! 450 DOLLARS!
That's crazy! I learned my lesson with them. Now I try to save on everything I buy. I don't buy stuff I don't really need. I always go for bargains. But 450 dollars a month, wyo. Imagine what you could buy with all the extra money? I just couldn't do that. I'd tell my husband, you choose? Phone or DVD's. Phone or Xbox. Phone or internet.

I agree... LOL..I neva use my cell.. i leave it in muh car and it stays there... I have a pay as you go phone. put in 20 dollar amount and im good. I usee cell strictly fer emergency.

But yup I hear ya there echo.. sorry just use to calling you that.. hee.. anyway,, ya im a thrifty shopper too.. I have even had ladies ask me to go shoppin with them Just so they can get more.. LOL

WYO... these are the same daughters that booted ya out of your own home?? HMmm aow asking fe a cell phone?? Hmmm Id be like girl since ya know the In and outs of the system than ya can also learn the in and outs of what we call a job!! LOL.. Im sorry girl but daaaamn thats just not right... Put your foot down Rose... you seem too nice... and ya know what they say bout nice people.. LOL.. sad but true... thats why ya gotta add a lil Bytch to make it all balance out. LOL.. j/k things ill get better rose... every once in awhile we get tested... and then marked on our endurance... and well I think youre doing fine girl.. your a tough cookie like I said...

* Sings.* Imma Survivor!!*

hehe

[AngieBuns]

This city in general, WPG MB! It's slow, dirty, they think malls are really malls ( haven't seen MetroTown yet) and the plates say "friendly manitoba" umm hmnmmm Besides it just aint like Vancouver/Surrey

[AngieBuns]

Cell phones!! UGH!!! Can't live without 'em tho! It's bad enough I average about $450 a month to Verizon for 7 phones (1 of which isn't even used anymore), my newly ex-boyfriend broke mine, and then broke the replacement. Azzhole anyway.

Then I buy one off eBay, paid $20.00 for Express shipping. Finally got here yesterday, it's not a Verizon phone and they only shipped it ground. Here goes another $60 out today to try again.

Now my daughter leaves me a note to buy her a phone off eBay cuz her's is all rubberbanded together. NOT NOW, Sweetie. Please - DON"T EVEN ASK!!!

for all you Canadians, why not try Fido?

https://www.fido.ca

I have the $70 unlimited incoming and outgoing within Canada, and 850 LD for that price. They don't have that pacakge anymore ( I am "grandfathered" by it) but they sure beat some of the other carriers around! This is my phone, better then a land line, only draw back is in elevators, or the Columbia Sky Train statio!

[wyo_rose]

WYO... these are the same daughters that booted ya out of your own home?? HMmm aow asking fe a cell phone?? Hmmm Id be like girl since ya know the In and outs of the system than ya can also learn the in and outs of what we call a job!! LOL.. Im sorry girl but daaaamn thats just not right... Put your foot down Rose... you seem too nice... and ya know what they say bout nice people.. LOL.. sad but true... thats why ya gotta add a lil Bytch to make it all balance out. LOL.. j/k things ill get better rose... every once in awhile we get tested... and then marked on our endurance... and well I think youre doing fine girl.. your a tough cookie like I said...

* Sings.* Imma Survivor!!*

hehe

*sings along* Yep, ungrateful huh? The first account I have my 4 daughters on and my mom. Luckily MOST of them pay me SOMETHING every month. But dang, they go over the minutes and its RIDICULOUS!! We used to average $250/mth, but since Dec it's $350. Thank goodness the 2 year contract is up this Christmas and they are ON THEIR OWN from there.

My other account had my ex and me on it. It was only about $100 (since we got divorced) but when I was madly in love (again - with someone else) we talked all the time and had to bump our minutes up. And now we broke up and I'm still paying for it. UGH!! Makes me sick to my stomach.

But thanks for listening to the ranking. Still it's SUCH a hassle. Oh, this number needs long distance now, and take the text plan off this one cuz the screen is black anyway.

I should have stuck with my TRAC FONE!!! This is way more than my car payment!

[Ndnsoldierboy]

that is alot of talking and kinda expensive too..

[wyo_rose]

NO kidding! But my daughters have babies and we're spread out over this 'big' rez and need to stay in touch. And my mom needs hers for emergencies, like what's for dinner.

[Apachedumpling]

WHAT I AM GONNA DO WITH MY LIFE!!!!! geez reality is finally kickin in after how long here at the university??? im skeered but hopeful.

WHY DO I GIVE A CRAP ABOUT MY EX EVEN THO WE TREATED EACH OTHER LIKE CRAP?!?!?!?!? i hate this feeling, like i wanna rip out my heart and with a tweezers take out any sort of feeling for him, positive or negative....kinda like that movie Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind. I have a man who is the world to me and treats me like a princess BUT NOoOoOoO!! i still give a gosh darn about whatshisname and his goings on. my emotions kill me. and then my bills, then school...then rhetorical questions :p.