[Christelle]

I am sorry for your daughter. It is always sad to lost someone we loved. I don't have children (except those of my boyfriend but I am not there mum)but I guess it is all the more difficult when parents lost there children because they are the thread of the live. I think I can understand why you are close with your other child and I am sure you are a good mother. Your son is a lucky guy !
I lost my father 7 years ago and it was very difficult. I had to be very busy too. Now, with the help of time, I am better. I hope you will also get better.