Hi ,as i read this a few days ago i was at a lost for words and still im having a hard time finding the words to express my condolences, even tho i have thought about this for a few days now, yes life goes on and life happens with Thomas and i ,highs and lows we get though them ,this being 2013 the illness of the sugar is treatable now, also Thomas is recovering for health problems with his heart. he is getting better with meds im glad we caught it in time... we still hope for long time together, im sad for your hubby going too soon and your babies growing up with out him, i believe your a wonderful mother and person, yalls life is good now also.. still i think the strength to get though your loss is amazing!!